WOW!.!.!.! I dont know what happened I think I got a little busy and didnt have time to update for like I dont know A MONTH...I know I know everyone wants to know whats going on with the WONDERFUL life of MARISSA but honestly nothing new has happened and life is pretty uneventful right now..Going back to school kind of sucked because I wasnt in the same classes with most of my friends like I was last semester..I miss you all..Jackie Jenny Emily ... and the rest of you..lol..I really dont have anything else to say that could be  POSITIVE and I really dont feel like venting to the whole on line world about my problems this moment so for now I'm just here to say HELLO and that I miss you ALL...Love you... p.s. I promise to write in here more often..you know keep you all updated..

Experiance is a hard teacher because the test comes first and the lesson comes afterward. We go through life each day encountering new experiances, some good and some bad. What we take and learn from those experiances determines who we are today. Our lives are what we make of them. So before life passes us by, try to make the best of the time we are given, and make the best of each experiance. Our out look on life and happiness can get us through even the toughest of times. Being optimistic and seeing the world as a beautiful place filled with endless opportunties is a chance for us to enjoy everything that life has to offer. You have have the world in the palm of your hands if you truly believe it.

I enjoyed this and got alot from it...just thought you might as well...

It's been like forever since I've updated.. I hope everyone had a good holiday...Mine personally was GREAT and sad at the same time...but all will be well as I am finding it always seems to be. I cant believe another year has gone by it's just all so crazy how fast time is going by..I hope everyone has a good new year and PLEASE be safe...no drinking and driving even though I know some of you are still stupid enough to do that...just be careful...

Last new year or from what I remember was great..I was working and for those of you who dont know I work with a GREAT friend of mine Julie..seriously she's pretty much the greatest.. Well anyways we were working and some how we started drinking we were allowed to it was new years and everyone else was doing it..Anyways the only thing I remember was I had to pee so bad and I wasnt sure if I was going to be able to do that on my own so I guess I asked julie to help me so she did and when I was finished I walked out of the bathroom with my pants undone and started screaming "JULIE WHY"D YOU RAPE ME" well needless to say she didnt rape me and no one had forgotten about that tonight and I am constantly reminded of it..Just thought you'd like to know the extent of my stupidness at times.....LOVE YOU....MARISSA

In my last entry someone commented me and told me you cant live in the past you have to look forward to the future (something along those lines) Thats right and very true so instead of looking back I'm looking forward and starting to realize stupid things I've done and now I'm just gonna move on and take everything one day at a time and those who decide to follow me in to the future are going to be very suprised with things...

So anyways it's snowing and I dont like it one bit..it bothers me because now I am trapped in the house and home just doesnt seem right anymore....Maybe there is something in the water that we are all drinking because alot of things dont seem right anymore to alot of people...

 As for wanting to go back to the summer...I changed my mind

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OH THE NIGHTS WE HAVE!!!!!!

Jackie: fan FUCKING tastic...talorus?!?!?!?!

Jenny: BUM FUCK EYGPT

Stephanie: I like frozen rice crispys that sit on my lappy...

THANKS so much for always being there when I needed you..I love you all..

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you.
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know...

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than
that, about me and you..

Oh the summer was great....Cant we go back?!?!?!?!?

Seriously been thinking that if there were any point in time that I's like to go back to this year it would be like the last 2 months of the summer. they were pretty much AMAZING and I want it to be like that all over again...It was alot less stress full. But who knows maybe it will be like that again sooner than I think...